Astronomer

I remember the night your clock kept me awake.

After I discovered rubbing your back

wouldn’t put me to sleep, I went outside

with a blanket to shiver on your porch. I stared

at the night sky which rippled with airplanes

and the blasts from train horns. I looked

for the three constellations I knew

and found the cluster of banded stars

which a farmer once told me was the Milky Way.

I thought there was nothing strange

about not being able to sleep in a new bed

and was content with the blanket on your porch,

pretending to be happy, gawking at the sky

like I had never seen it before.